I must be the last YA reader to jump on the John Green bandwagon and I have absolutely no reason why that should be. I've seen some of his vlog posts with his brother Hank and I've read some of his blog posts elsewhere online. Blurbs of his books always sound interesting and other people have recommended this book in particular to me. What persuaded me? Well, John Green used to write for
Mental Floss magazine, which I adore, and he's making a new series of fabulously fact-filled for them on YouTube, which are hilarious. And I found the browsing copy of
The Fault in Our Stars last week while searching for lost books, so I really had no excuse not to pick it up and take it home.
If you don't like sad stories, don't pick this up. If you don't like incomplete endings, don't pick this up. If you don't like reading about sick kids, don't pick this up. If you think reading about sick kids and kids dying means nothing but Lurlene McDaniel novels from the 1980s, pick this up. It will blow those all away.
Hazel is sixteen and has cancer that started in her thyroid and metasicized to her lungs. She's been sick for three years, but thanks to an experimental drug, she's hanging on. Her tumors aren't growing but they aren't shrinking either. The side effect is fluid in her lungs that makes it hard to breathe, so she carts an oxygen tank affectionately called Phillip everywhere she goes. She's already gotten her GED and is taking classes at the local community college, but she's gotten to the point where she'd prefer to sit in front of the TV watching America's Next Top Model when she's not in class. Her mom sends her to a support group for kids with cancer, where she became friends with Isaac, a teen who lost an eye to cancer. The faces change at support group from week to week as her fellow fighters have relapses, ending up back in the hospital or worse. One week, Isaac brings his friend Augustus, who appears normal at first until he shares that he lost part of his leg to osteosarcoma about 18 months prior. Hazel and Augustus hit it off, sharing the same sense of gallows humor present in people who are fighting for their lives are entitled to have. They become friends and Augustus falls for Hazel first, but she's not terribly far behind. Of course there are health setbacks in their relationship, but it didn't turn out the way I expected, so I'm not going to tell you what happens.
What particularly struck me about Hazel and Augustus is how their illness has affected the relationships with their parents. I cannot even begin to imagine what it would be like as a parent to have a child who is seriously ill. Hazel feels not necessarily pressured to survive, but unable not to fight to survive because of all that she feels her parents have invested in her care...as if her death would be like pulling out the final piece in a Jenga game and the family would collapse from the pain. Toward the end of the book, Hazel learns that for the last year, her mom has been taking online classes to earn a master's degree in social work to be a counselor for seriously ill kids and their families. Hazel lights up and it's like her flame was stoked because she now knew that even though her parents would be devastated to lose her, their lives would not collapse completely when she dies. Knowing that they will go on gives her the means to go on as well.
It's good, you should read it. It's about real sick people, not romanticized, saintly sick people.